i feel so far away from the world. as if im living on pluto or something. i havent been going online for ages. which means i cant talk to friends or anybody! i cant stand it any longer. i dont know how to describe how im feeling right now but it's like, even if theres a huge explosion outside i wont even notice or feel it. understand? haha. nevermine.. gosh, i just miss everybody :((

that stupid girl.. gonna fly tomorrow still never call me. i am waiting for your call ! have you forgotten all about me? i've been waiting for your call since yesterday at 5.21 PM. SO MISERABLE. i just need someone to chat with! why is it so difficult! *screams* you never call me, i cant call jane cause her phone is spoiled. WHO ELSE! gah. i feel so lonely and helpless :'( whoever who is reading this at this very minute, CALL ME. i would be so grateful..