for the past few days, ive realised that actually, i have many people who cares about me. their little notes always cheer me up no matter what. im really grateful for what they've done and i promise to be stronger each and every day and always face challenges positively. after many years of background dancing, i finally had the chance to stand out and really show my passion for dance yesterday, all thanks to ms jennifer. she was trying to pick individuals to dance in front of everyone. those who were picked were all great dancers. envyness will always start creeping up to me whenever i see them dance. they're simply fabulous :) and after ages of anticipating, janey was picked by ms jennifer to do a solo. i was so happy for her cause it was like a dream come true! congrats janey! janey also had the chance to dance with vanessa, whom i personally think shes the best dancer and i hope to be like her someday. ms jennifer asked all sec 2s to dance and soon asked everyone if they wanted solos. the answer would definately be a yes. she picked janey and adina. i thought it wasnt my business already so i went back to sit. but on the way back, ms jennifer exclaimed, "yes! you! i saw you just now! go!" oh my.. i was shocked, just shocked. i just couldnt believe my eyes and looked at ally. she kept urging me to go but i sat on the floor covering my face. haha. she pulled me up and naughty ms jennifer played the music. gosh, once i heard the music, i ran uncontrollably to where janey and adina was and started to dance with it. [thats why the music was "LOSE CONTROL"] i was seriously stressed out by the 2 of them. i didnt know what i was doing. everything seems like a dream.. we danced twice and i finally had the time to catch my breath. i coughed, coughed and coughed. i almost vomited. haha. thats scary yeah? i couldnt believe myself. the experience was good and if i were to be picked again, i promise to do a better job :)