this weekend is the worst one i've ever had ! all MAINLY because of the tests we're going have for next week. firstly, we have maths and home econs for tomorrow and then geography on wednesday. it's driving me crazy ! especially maths. i really really want to score well for this upcoming test but if i really want to, i need to do around 595 sums in 2 days. which is impossible? i think i only completed 200 plus till now. i gave up around 3pm just now and decided to study my home econs. gosh, there's so much to study! 6 CHAPTERS! *pulls hair* i hate mondays! okay, enough of this. lets try recalling things that has happened in the past few days.

1) wanda called me a lame shit.
2) mr lim told us that we're not allowed to put our heads on the table and sleep but we can stare into space?! [thats ridiculous~]
3) ms janet is pregnant. yay.
4) i didnt enjoy myself during both dance lessons.
5) i can live without anything but not someone to turn to.
6) i love drawing on si min's notebook :)
7) my mind is in a whirly
8) i tend to get too nervous during maths lessons and hence always have the need to pee. ^^;
9) i love jesse mccartney songs to death.
10) im drifting far far away from the world.
11) i always feel helpless now and then. im so gonna die.
12) im running out of water.
13) im giving too much and thus hurting myself in the end.
14) i NEED someone to SAVE ME.
15) i need a TRUE FRIEND.
16) i love being alone now.

that's about it i guess. i wanna write letters now. bye~